tidak ada apa yang pasti..

 I'M BACK!!!
ho3..

ok guys..cita aku la pasai memba aku la..
cita dia gni..
sedang aku layan fb aku..(macam besa la)
kawan aku pon ada buat post yang agak touching2...
kes cintan cintun la..(owh well...umo dah wajib kawen,besa la kalo bab cintan cintun nih)

then dia tanya..

" Mnggu n bharap dkat org yg kte syg tp xpasti dia syg kte or x atau bpaling n prgi dkt org yg trg2 syg kte atau duk diam2 xyah wt pape..which 1 is d best choice? "

woho~
i guess this question pop frequently in most of gurls..or boys mind..

and if u ask me guys..my answer would be..

"IT'S UP TO U"

yep..it's ALL to u..
because it's about you own feelings... 
and the one that's going to take the consequences..is NONE other than YOURSELF.


I can only give you options..
but it's up to you..to decide it..

it's your life...

your won happiness.

no one should steal it from you...

and no one should decide it for you.


it's all up to u..

hence..option yang aku bagi kat kawan aku (lebih kurang gini la bunyi dia) :

1. wait..(and makan ati sampei turun berat badan)
2. move on.. (and try to find your won happiness)

memang agak bias aku punya jawapan..tapi nih ikot logik aku la..
yes...ak mmg sorg yang suka ikot logik...macam pepatah melayu lama la...ikut hati...mati...ikot akal...idup la kot (mau nangis cikgu BM aku kalo baca pepatah aku...sorry cikgu. Hu3)

bukan apa..masa aku kat Matrikulasi Perak a.k.a KMPK dlu..(alahai...tetiba teringat dekat KMPK. Hmmm.Nanti la aku cerita ey? He3).Lecturer math ak penah la citer pasai kesah cinta dia dlu..

dia kata..dia jatuh cinta sama sorg pompuan tu..masa tu kat University la...sgt3 love that gurl..
smpeikan pak dia sakit..dia tak jengok pon..
hence..masa tu pak dia dah sakit teruk..tp dia tak blek gak..sebab ingat nnt ok la tu...
then nak dijadikan citer..masa dia nak balik kg...pak dia meninggal..and org kg kebumikan la awai2 ( ya la. Tak elok simpan lama-lama). Then bila lecturer aku dah sampei...pak dia siap dikebumikan dah..
masa tu dia nagis..dan menyesai sgt2..sbb dia pilih pom tu (seseorang yang belum tentu hak milik kita) dari pak dia (seseorang yang comferm - comferm sayang and terima kita selama-lamanya).

and of coz la...klo nama tak pasti...comferm2 la depa tak together...clash la depa...

so lecturer aku bagi la nasihat kat kami...and dia kita lebih baik kita hold pada menda yang pasti...dari sesuatu yang blum tentu pasti....

tu la citer dia...

tapi tu kes antara family ngan org luaq...
nih plak kes mmg org yang takda pertalian darah dengan kita...
( kecuali kita semua asal dari ADAM and HAWA la)


Kes kapel mapel...cintan cintun la...

you guys kna ingat...if tak da jodoh...korang bersama 300 ribu juta tahun pon...tak jadi pa.

tu kita dengaq kes kapel ngan org laen...bertunang ngan org laen...last2 kawen ngan org laen...
plek kan?
but this is how the worlds works.

everything happens for a reason.

and even bila korg dah together...korg kena ingat pepatah nih plak...


"sedangkan kapal terbang di langit bley rampas..apatah lagi makhluk yang berkeliaran di muka bumi?"


so how?
dah dapat pon kena jaga2 ka?

oh well...
sbb tu aku kata...

TIDAK ADA APA YANG PASTI..

so meh la ramai2 kita lengkapkan keperluan dan kemudahan yang kita perlu tok menghadap kemungkinan yang tak pasti nih.

tapi korg kena ingat..hanya satu yang comferm2 pasti..
cer teka menda?

cer teka...cer teka?

hmm..mls la nk tunggu korg bagi jawapan...baek aku jawap sendirik (selalu dah aku bagi soalan, aku jawap sendirik.Hu3)

tak lain dan tak bukan...

KASIH SAYANG ALLAH KEPADA KITA...

sesungguhnya tu la yang pasti...
even kita lupa pada DIA...tp DIA tetap bersama kita...sayang kita...

so..."LU PK LA SNIRIK" mcm bang bil kata...(sorry..ambek lagi trademark bang bil. He3)

(^_^)v

( p/s: Kepada sesiapa yg terasa dan terkena batang idung..sorry..tu cuma kebetulan jerr..he3.Peace To Da World~)

al-kesah suatu petang

Suatu petang yang aman damai, sedang aku lepak2 depan tb ngan anak2 buah aku ( harusla...sebab aku dok umah kak aku ),hp along pon berbunyi.

Memandangkan along sedang bertungkus lumus di dapoq (masak la wei..apa lagi)..aku pon angkat la..

aku         : Halu~

abg amir : Panggil long dik

aku        : Along~~~~

then seketika kemudian..

akief      : Ayong~~~

            (ngan suara comei and halus)

owh!!
tersentap aku ngan along after that..
sbb pa?
mulai ari tu...akief panggei ibu dia ayong~

(-___________________-")

p/s: sorry long..sesungguhnya adik tak bersalah..lalalalalal~

ONE STEP AT A TIME

w0ho!!

finally..
i have my own blog..
yea!!!(clap3)

well...
this is my 1st post..
so i SUPPOSE it should be important..
right?
he3..

frankly..
i just feel like i want to..
so i just proceed with  it..
( and this is one of my nature. I just do whatever i feel to do. Ho3 )


so i choose the tittle 'one step at a time'

( feels like writing answer for English paper. He3 )

yes..

one step at a time..

step by step...


you might want to know why i choose it..
( even you don't want to know, i shall tell it anyway. Well, this IS MY blog, right? (^_^).He3 )

it is due to the circumstances that occurs me lately..

occurs..
( take note. It is indeed in PLURAL FORM.)


yep..
lots of things going on here and there..
but i'm not talking 'bout worlds domination..
or how to preserve energy..
or..which football team would win ( not yet, i guess )

it just..something 'bout my life..
my personal life..
my feeling..
( hmmm...kinda cheeky huh? )

but yes..
suddenly i woke up..
and realize it..
that I DO have feelings...
I DO feel pain...
I DO care 'bout myself..

and all those small things that occurs to me daily life make me realize again...
that i'm growing up!!

THE REALITY HITS ME!!

it does!!
and it hits me hard!!
(not THAT hard as it does not cause me amnesia. Ho3 )


if u ask me 13 years ago..
i would not bother with..make up..dress..hair..and the list continue 'till infinity..


but if you ask me now..
hmm..

you should know yourself better...as Nabil Raja Lawak always say.."Lu pk la snirik!"

(P/S: bang bil, please don't sue me because i use your trademark. He3 )

i also notice that i do have feelings..
even most of comments that i heard' bout me is that i'm kinda heartless..
cold face..
and so on..

but hye~

that is just the surface..
we all are actor and actress of the world..
we create our own personality..
our own style..
our own mind..
and of course..our own feelings..


just like everyone else..
I DO have feelings..
it just..i usually prefer to bear it within me..
and at some point..it's killing me..

it does!!

it happens!!

but at that time..
i realize something else..

even i was left out alone in darkness..
even i cant reach the light..
even i fell despair..sorrow..n all the negative thought engulf me..

suddenly..
i can feel the presence of LOVE..
of HOPE...
of JOY... and HAPPINESS.

why?

why do i feel it?



the answer is simple...

FAMILY AND FRIENDS..

yes!!
even i was left out alone in dark..

i can feel they reach me and hold me tightly..

and stay by my side with patience..

at time when i feel despair..
sorrow..
and even hate myself..

they hold my hand..

and whisper to my ears that i'm important to them...
that they love me for who i am...
that they would share my pain...
and they would share their joy with me..

as long as i let them do it..

as long as i allow them to share..

as long as i'm willing to move..

yes..

as long as i move..

even it just one step towards happiness..

they would hold me..
embrace me..
and stay with me..

and because of them..
i begin to move..
even only one step at time. 
because i know..
that no matter what happen to me..
they would always stay with me..

thank you ALLAH s.w.t..

for giving me chance..
to redeem myself..

for giving me this GIFT...

my family...and my friends.


i am truly grateful to YOU,
and those that willing to be with me.

THANK YOU for accepting me for who i am.

THANK YOU for remind me that i am, who i am.
 i am..who i am..
and

THANK YOU for loving me for who i am.
 
THANK YOU FROM DEEP OF MY HEART.

LOVE YOU ALL~

ALWAYS..IN MY HEART AND SOUL~

(^_^)V